Yea..It was Unnecessary !

I Don't know If i have to laught at Myself
Or Cry for my dumbness !

All that Maturity went in Vain,
and lost all my balance.

But then i created it
and i pampered it
and i'm not getting over it.

The problem is i have no one to blame for this,
I take all the blame on me !
But then i still cant get over it ,
i feel so rediculous,
Cause this is so unwanted !

Funny isn't it !
Yea...i'm a joke now !
Wish i never realised you existed and you were just one among many !
Yea...i'm a joke now !

The Problem is .....this is not the first time !
May be that is the reason i can't take it anymore !