Childhood Friend is Engaged !

That night before the engagement she says " Im so NERVOUS & darn SHY "
And i laughed out loud :D ( i ve reasons for this).

Because, all those things we did together :P what all ..*Sigh * and not a single instant can i recall where she was nervous&shy lol :P
all those silly games,pranks & our madness for food :D all the arguments she used to have with comms streetwala's :P(never seen her nervous der :P)
all the guts she had to argue with the traffic police  ( din't see her nervous der :P)
all those days when she stood quarelling with me for some stupid reason ( never saw her shy there :P)
Never seen her Nervous&Shy&Happy all at once :D

I'm glad she is experiencing it :) Guess this is what happens when one finds her Tall,dark & handsome guy she always wanted to be with :)

Love :)

Yea..It was Unnecessary !

I Don't know If i have to laught at Myself
Or Cry for my dumbness !

All that Maturity went in Vain,
and lost all my balance.

But then i created it
and i pampered it
and i'm not getting over it.

The problem is i have no one to blame for this,
I take all the blame on me !
But then i still cant get over it ,
i feel so rediculous,
Cause this is so unwanted !

Funny isn't it !
Yea...i'm a joke now !
Wish i never realised you existed and you were just one among many !
Yea...i'm a joke now !

The Problem is .....this is not the first time !
May be that is the reason i can't take it anymore !

Passing Cloud !

It was just a passing cloud.
Thought it was gonna be heavy Storm that night,
and break all my might.

But wait, it just passed by,
and bright sunshine embraced my face.

All i know is MYSELF,
all i would want to know more is just MYSELF,
and all i would want to love like mad is MYSELF,
Being SELFISH !

Love Proposal !

How would a perfect proposal be like ?

Have not experienced one yet!
May be its like a fairy tale,
which is never gonna be real.


Been there, done that,
But not with a proposal !

Those roses with dew drops,
Guess its gonna remain a dream!

Will he come one day with the roses and never go back !

Because my heart has already broken a million times not once more !
I won't survive this time !

Wanna hold you tight !!

Want to hold you tight,
never let you go tonight.
I need you now
and so will i tomorrow.
I laugh aloud & smile a lot,
which a few days back was thought i lost .

I need you now, here
but we both know we will part ways sooner or later.
I know i have to let go u someday coz you are not mine,
I'm no good for you as you deserve much better.

All i can do is watch you go,
but deep inside i want you to stay back,
aswell as wanna let you go !

My Friends!

All are not that lucky to get friends like i have and i'm grateful to god for that! Now you may ask what is special about my friends and i bet you'l agree with me when i tell u why n if u don't i give a darn :)

When i smile they smile ( not askin why i smiled in silence )
When i laugh they laugh too(not knowin what d joke was about n later sheepishly ask what was it abt :P)
When i'm sad they give me a hug/sit beside me quietly ( they dont pore in 100 questions)
When i talk they listen and give their best reactions ( yes they do interupt,which tells they r listening :))
When i refuse to talk they make sure i talk :) ( by all possible means )
When i say sorry n thank you , they stare like i abused them ( wont le me untill i take it back )
When i'm broke they are my kitty banks :P ( vice versa :) )
When i cry they let me do so ( so i don feel heavier any further :) but get me a cup of warm tea to cry along with :P )
When i'm let down by rest of d world they lift me up untill i get on to the 9th cloud :* ( like i don know they r liying :) )
When i get crazy idea they join me in executing 'em ( they dont give me suggestions instead)
When i hate someone they too hate ( for the very same reason that i hate 'em:P)
Aren't these enough to say how my friends are not like urs ( ofcourse ther are more reasons, but u see i don ve to prove :P )

Anyways lastly, They are different becuase they are my friends and not your's !!! ( Friend is a gift given to you by your own character )