I need an ANGEL..Now!!

I am out of my mind .

I am falling ,sinking deep down.
I'm Travelling on a 1- way road
and ders no come back!

Don't recognize the face on the mirror,
Can't understand why !

Have mercy, hear me,

I need an ANGEL NOW!

To let me go n set me free!
oh my soul ,come back to me !

And so, 

Keeping my eyes wide,
looking to find an ANGEL!

           -Vara

Love is in the Air :)

Its Love everywhere!

Big fights,Big arguments,
Heavy tears,Tons of ego,
Slight Misunderstandings,
Justifications,Consolement,
Anger,Apology,
It all ends with just a 'Hug'

Good is Bad n Bad is Good !!

I clearly remember the moral science classes back in my School days , at the end of every story that my teacher narrated to us she said " So children the Moral of the story is .."  which i used to abide by  like it was an oath :) My General Science teacher said not to follow the superstitious beliefs and my social science teacher said men and women should be treated equally and that is one of the fundamental right stated in our constitution.It was childhood innocence and faith on teachers made me believe and accept !! I was graded A+ everytime i wrote all correct answers in my tests and my parents were most happy and so was i :)

Days passed by and so did i grow up along with the moral values that i imbibed into my living learnt at young age.But now suddenly everything seems to be changed or everything seems to be wrong with me.My parents say i am going in the wrong path and doing all wrong things just because this time it was not test/marks instead it was my life :) i lived the moral values that were taught to me and so i am termed as  " BRATT"  "ADAMANT" "DUMB" "LOOSER" and many more by my family, cousins & so called "Society".

It's really funny at times and irritating most of the times when i confront people asking my marks and henceforth decide my past,present & future and there are circumstances where some have gone to an extent of assuming my personality to be hopless. OH! for godsake common, all because i am 55 percentile does not mean i am a looser!! Everything does not end with marks there is so much more beyond "100/100" the problem is that only some can see that!

What may be , Who so may be, i don care. I will live wat i believe in!!
Self Esteem,Satisfaction,Respect,Honesty,most important Freedom (my fundemental right) are on my  priority list in LIFE !

{  After all it is MY LIFE :) I love it :)  }